...Memories Exploded...

Quoted

2010-02-19T20:23:00.000-08:00

"Isn't it funny how you can think you're completely over someone but even if you drive past his house, stumble upon a meaningful song that you both shared, or even get a glance of him on the street... just in an instant, it can change all that? And you start to remember all the pain. And the hollow space starts feeling more and more like the Grand Canyon with every second that goes by. But you bury these feelings deep down, so deep that you are sure no one would be able to tell. To the outside world you smile and act like nothing is wrong or will ever be. Everything is just perfect. For that split second, that you've locked eyes, a tiny whisper says " make this last forever" only and just this moment forever and ever." But after a second or so, you go along your own merry way, all the way home realizing how much you do miss him, how much
you still love him.. and it sticks with you for days, weeks, maybe months, until fate decides to hand you another one of those unexpected moments. And then you finally understand the worst feeling in the world is when the person you love the most is standing right next to you, yet you can never have them.

Quoted from Su ling tmblr.

its an old post.. but its funny how true this is actually.

2010-02-09T07:27:00.000-08:00

you are my accidental happily,

ever after

you are the thunder and

im the lightning

This is for you.

2010-02-08T03:48:00.000-08:00

i know we kinda made this choice together.
and its been only a couple of days since
but it seem like nothing has changed
and i aint complaining
cause u make me smile to myself.
i hope things will never change gurby!
i miss you!!!
and you make me wanna stay back here
XXXXX

The E.N.D

2010-02-08T03:43:00.001-08:00

and today

i've erased every single memory i had of you.

every picture.

all the numbers.

its the E.N.D

and im happy to say this.

Goodbye to you! =D

and hello to my future!

never knew i needed

2010-02-03T22:23:00.000-08:00

u r my accidental happily, ever after

im gonna miss u dipzy!!

Brakes.

2010-02-03T06:08:00.000-08:00

well

its coming soon isn't it?

its been a great month and a half now..

well you would say a great two years of attachement

and 6 years of friendship

but we both know that the time to pull the brakes is coming soon

i know its still a lil too soon

but i cant help thinking bout it

when im leaving in a week or so

im gonna miss that funny smile of yours..

you coming down to visit me every odd weekend

me bugging you bout my life tortures

u always checking up on me

me forcing u to take me shopping everytime we meet

and us just driving around in your car to the worlds end.

im gonna miss you.

we know this isnt the end

cause we are always the best of friends

we have always been

and even more.

sometimes i wish we didnt have to end it

when this time things worked out well

but i know

we have to pull those brakes

and walk in opposite directions.

i love you bee.

Unnaturally Natural

2010-02-03T01:18:00.001-08:00

well since i am about to go back to aussie land in a week or so

ive decided to go do my hair

so ive cut my hair a little bit

and dyed it black

i mean like real black.

so now its look so unnaturally black.

ahhaha so

say hi to the new vampire

DR. PR

2010-02-03T01:13:00.001-08:00

lol who would have thought that my 27 year old bro would actually become a doctor..

hahaha well for some reason i cant believe he is so old and that he is a doctor now

i guess time just goes by like that

and i would too be turing 20 in 11 months?

so

this is to you

CONGRATULATIONS DR.PRAVIN RAJKUMAR

Khanoomi. R (1,2010)

2010-01-05T21:38:00.000-08:00

we see, what we want to see

we dont see, what we dont want to see

we decide or we act

it is on us

you've been there with her thru it all.

hardly claiming what you deserve.

does she see it all?

you've always cared for him thru it all

hardly getting what you deserve.

does he see it all?

you tell her playing on that basketball court

in your jersey no.8

keeps you calm and at peace.

as if u r the king of ur kingdom.

does she get it?

you tell him running on that grassy wet field

in you gold spikes

keeps you away from the world

as if it you are the only person there

does he understand?

we are similar in ways we dont know.

cause we choose to see or not

we decide.

so i decide to see you.

I decide to love you .

freedom and time

2010-01-05T21:29:00.000-08:00

fly away my lil birdie

im letting you go

cause

the hardest part of holding on is letting go.

please do not ever return.

i cant believe time flies just like that

gosh im done with one year of my degree

i think before i know it ill be done with uni too..

ive been having this thought lately

imagine not meeting ur friends for years

lets say 3- 5 years?

then u come back after these years

and u meet them

how weird and awesome would it be

to see how they all turned out?

2010-01-01T18:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU GUYS!

hope you guys have a great year ahead

Goodbye Past, Hello Future.

2010-01-01T18:33:00.000-08:00

well 2009 was a run of freedom

and thank god it is over!

it was just a stagnant year for me.

nothing much happen

it just was a year i had to go through

the word stagnant defines the whole year

i guess i made 2009 that way

it was my choice

but i did meet a few people that i'll remember forever. =)

so this year

im ready to let go of the past and move on with the future!

this year will be better without you in my life.

so cheers

to the new year 2010.

Cappie.

2009-12-28T08:38:00.000-08:00

you are.

always there.

always keeping me in one piece.

thats why i love you.

i found u cappie.

when u were right there since day one.

but i've always been blinded.

everything gonna be okay now.

im sorry.

the universe in my hands

2009-12-28T08:24:00.000-08:00

someone wise once told me

Whatever it is you are feeling is a

perfect reflection of what is in the

process of becoming...

so, i smile forever.

song of the year

2009-12-20T01:11:00.000-08:00

this year my song is

SEXY BITCH

by David Guetta feat Akon

tomorrow.

2009-12-14T06:10:00.000-08:00

if you play basketball you know i love you.

the day i saw you play on that court
i fell in love with your jersey number 8

today.

2009-12-14T00:52:00.000-08:00

breathe and just let go

sometimes i forget to remember to forget

"L.O.V.E"

2009-12-05T05:29:00.000-08:00

4 alphabets

1 word

1 meaning?

"L.O.V.E"

does anyone ever know the meaning of love

or do they just use it randomly on a daily basis

do they mean it everytime they say it

in every text

in every phone call

or is it just a ritual

according to google

love is defined as

any number of emotions related to a sense of strong affection and attachement

is this true?

unless you can explain this to me.

do u define your feelings for someone in one word?

we say

we love our parents

we love our partners

we love our best friends

we love our pets

we love our siblings

we love materials

but these things are not the same

so basically we love everything then

there aint anything special to it..

but we dont love them the same way

yet some people cant say it

i know of someone that can never say those 3 words while meaning it

so 'dey never say it

at all

some people say thats a sad thing

but is it? really?

what is the difference if someone is in love or not

as long as they are always there for you

making u smile

and keeping u safe from the world

why do couples start of saying LIKE

but when they think they are in love they say LOVE

but this is a huge step in a relationship.

some would be taken aback hearing this word

its such a big deal.

why is that?

does it last?

does it ever?

maybe.

ive met people

who never say those words

cause they dont know the feeling

some

never wanna know the feeling

cause they love where they are at now

free.

" always and forever"

with you bee

-Khanoomi. R-

2009-12-05T02:16:00.001-08:00

"Girls just want someone to want them back" DAVIS B. and POOK B.A

when im here i want to be there

when im there i want to be here.

it makes no sense.

why cant my two worlds combine

thats right there is no perfect world

Are they all just coincidences or are they signs? -500 days of summer

they could be just coincidences that just happen

or signs that dont mean anything at all

we live in the future

for the future

why over-think the present?

everyday we let go the past

bits of it disappear into thin air everyday

just leaving memories

we move on with a smile

and afraid of what waits ahead

some hold on to the past cause they are afraid

afraid of what if's

we all are but we move on

knowing that something is out there for us

the hardest part of holding on is letting it go

so let it all go

and you'd see what life has awaiting for you.

trust me

life has so much to offer

if u live it.

let your guard down

break that wall down

let people in

and you'll see

obesession is a man's worse enemy

it kills everything

you go blind

and dont see the world around you.

why is two better than one?!

in my world- 72days of summer

and i've fallen in love with you even before it ended.

Confused Child

2009-11-30T03:20:00.000-08:00

why is it when you are right there in front of me i never take notice

everything seem simpler with you by my side all the time

it seemed so much easier and casual

with no pressure of labels

you take care of me

like everything was gonna be alrite

we are so different from what relationships are defined

no relatioship can define what we are

but when im back

and you are there

so far away from you

everything is so difficult

all i can think about is you

all i want is you

but i dont want to

i dont understand any of this anymore.

End of the World...

2009-11-14T04:14:00.001-08:00

EXAMS SUCK!!!!

F U whoever who invented "exams"!

i still have two papers more

and im done on the 17th

gosh i cant wait

havent been out in a month

and the amount of plans i have made before i go back...

i so need a nite out...

cant wait for End of the World Party

speaking of all the hot medical students

NOVEMBER 20 i demand you to come sooner!!!

p/s- maybe ill find my very own Cappie at my very own End of the World Party ;)

BIG NITE OUT!!

2009-10-23T16:19:00.000-07:00

Woohooo finally

BIG NIGHT OUT

is TODAY!!!
4 clubs at once

free flow of booze on the bus

good music

dancing ;)

and good drama yet to happen as always...

tonight gonna be a good nite

cz ive been waiting and saving all my energy for this

havent been out in 2 weeks.

Happy

2009-10-22T03:14:00.001-07:00

Im Content.

Asian Fever

2009-10-22T03:07:00.000-07:00

" Hi, I'm Asian."

I come in

PEACE!

Current Obesession

2009-10-18T20:44:00.001-07:00

from Micheal J. Scofield to Scott Micheal Foster.

yeah he is my current obesession

Gr33k Love. <3

feel

2009-10-13T23:15:00.000-07:00

"i just wanna feel the earth stop around me."

and he said " welcome to my little island"

empty

2009-10-11T23:32:00.000-07:00

my conclusion on love is,

yeah thats right. DO NOT ENTER.
they teach you how to fall but not how to get out!

well, i finally decided you are a prick

and so r u too!

and you too!

but we'd c what happens when the weekend comes around now wont we?

saw you today outside that window

in your suit

ur lunch in you right hand

and you looked right into my eyes

but wait, aren't you a million miles away?

and you were right!

it is empty.

" i got a piece of paper and its empty. maybe we are trying. trying too hard"

its just this thing we do everytime we meet.

is that how its gonna be now?

i guess so

every 6 months.

you said you would come soon

but are you really?

is it gonna be just one of those times again?

we are empty

and we dont expect anything from the other.

its just simpler

isn't it?

" no strings attached"

yeah and im a free women.

running the streets

dinner friday nite

hope i survive it

will u fly to save me?

i guess not.

stupidity strike 3- you're out

2009-10-07T06:21:00.000-07:00

hi
my name is kaminee
and im addicted to stupidity!

yeah saw his new profile picture last nite
and totally crashed today
then saw the freaking comments
and got so pissed.

wtf? he is gone completely insane.
piss me off!

lighter note his PASS hasn't changed

then everything just comes back to me
on how stupid i was
the regret is killing me
the secret is eating me alive

but its always better not to say it
and just keep it to yourself and those close to you
lost the best friend of 4 years in the process
which actually could have worked out to something really good
then ruined it for being stupid
and thinking stupidly
and the whole system went bonkers for over a year
lets just say
it was battle of X after that.
and of course i had to
runined things with a wonderful family friend
who was the nicest person i know.
s-class ♥

then went stupid again right before leaving
in sin city capital of course
the big "K to the L"
so much for a classy goodbye.
instead went right back to history
where it all started.

and of course the classic flight mode
must not be forgotten
yeah thats how it is now
and thats the only way its gonna be

looking back now
im so stupid
honestly!
somebody slap me
i keep getting myself into shit like this
and making all the wrong decisions
then regretting it

its funny how this statement is so true
" you realise how important someone is when u lose them completely"

and he thinks im the sad pityful girl
which i should be
but im not
i feel so sorry and bad
he doesnt know the whole story
am i that bad?
well what goes around come around aint it?
at the same time he changed completely 180 degree after
which everyone blames 101% on me

things we wanted to happened
things we hoped for the future
things we worked for
ruined cause of my stupidity

BTW i know he is hotter now
not that he wasnt before
i dont need people on msn n facebook chat
telling me how stupid i am.

regret is a disease

stupidity strike 2

2009-10-05T06:50:00.000-07:00

the title says it all doesnt it!!
i seem to be stupid these days!
someone need to slap me back to life!
and it all comes gushing back to me
when i start to believe im done!

i reckon i should transfer to america
since im in love with america
and have a soft spot for american boys!

Blue Eyed Monster

2009-09-22T00:51:00.000-07:00

looking into those blue eyes

makes me feel like im drowing

in the middle of the ocean

right in the centre of the blue sea

looking into those blue eyes

makes me smile to myself

like a crazy girl

who lives once upon a time

looking into those blue eyes

makes me a lil curious of us

am i stupid once again?

i promised myself 1 year of silence.

should i stick to it?

looking into those blue eyes

i feel like looking away

yet inside im jumping up and down

what is wrong with me?

lookin into those blue eyes

i know im running out of time

yet im still waiting

why? tell me why?

looking into those blue eyes

i know its impossible

but im holding on to it

at the same time i'm letting it fly away

how is this possible?

somebody save me.

the crazy weekend

2009-09-12T21:33:00.000-07:00

again

kamz is stupid!!
i said 1 year time out

and so be it...

but doesnt mean i cant have fun now, can i? ;)

ananth and ryan's party bus was awesome!!!

partying on a bus

with awesome drink specials

nothing can beat that!!

and so was the blue eyes in hq on saturday

reminiscing the past

2009-09-06T06:45:00.000-07:00

i miss yew

and im sorry

" tomorrow will change"

yesterday never returns
today never ends
tomorrow never comes.

past

present

future

we remember the past

we live the present

we hope for the future

today,
for some reason i was thinking of my school days

and how my life has changed since then

and how i actually miss school!

waking up at 6

getting ready wearing the same old blue uniform

waiting for "taxi aunty" at 7

put a book on nalla and read while waiting

scream " kakak buka pintu"

kiss nalla goodbye and run pass the gate

running around the field

playing bola baling

sliding down the field

screaming my guts out

being anak mat lela gila ( my glory)
being a stupid clown and not giving a shit

writing everyone name at the back of the class

going to tuitions after school..

sometimes back to back

having the same spot to seat

then grumble when my dad comes late to fetch me

watching horror movies at michelle house

and

being with him

i remember once during the ikrar time

instead of raising my hand up straight

i did a peace sign

and a fucking junior perfect gave me shit

those were the days of demerit!

my days of being radio rosak

singing songs

bump bump bump-b2k

get busy-sean paul

sexy lady-shaggy

and my name is....-eminem

so, everything was good back then

I MISS YOU GUYS!!

YOU KNOW WHO U R.

♥ Michael J. Scofield

2009-09-01T05:28:00.000-07:00

♥ Micheal J. Scofield

he is so fucking hot!!

Oops...

2009-08-24T01:31:00.001-07:00

if you are a physioterapist in your own practise

im so there hunn!! ;)

had a good saturday nite out!!!

after a very long time...

LMAO

what can i say?

im attracted to you?

dot dot dot

the start of semester 2

2009-08-17T07:02:00.000-07:00

well..

i know i havent been updating my blog for a while now..

well now im back in adelaide n in my second semester...

been pretty busy with uni work n all...

kinda crazee actually

gosh...

and besides falling sick n coughing my guts out..

and being sick n bed

im doing great

well recently i changed my phone...

hehek

kinda wanted the nokia 5800 express music for a while now...

so yeh i got it *wink wink

-next one will be the sidekick...hahaha

mine is black and blue =)

oh yeh and i got my kathy van zeeland bag too!!!

well i had it for a while...

but my sister was using it

my bag is very similar to this... but its gold

anyways semester two so far so good... besides me falling sick and the uni workload...

been going for birthday parties and meeting the new americans...

it's kinda fun....

yeh and all the crashing pubcrawls...

drunk karoeke...

catching up with friends..

getting new housemates...

and yeh i curled my hair too...(temporary)

*some pictures

too lazy to type...

xoxo

Lady Kamsta

all i want is...

2009-07-22T10:10:00.000-07:00

sometimes i just want
to remain the same

not grow

not know

but just

have fun

be carefree

and be myself

the lil girl in me

daddy little girl

that girl that runs around her house

that girl that holds her daddy pinkie when she crosses the road

that girl that hugs her daddy hand before she goes to bed and not let him leave her alone

that girl that runs on the road barefoot chasing her puppy

that girl who was always boyish inside

that girl who loves sliding down the car porch when it was washed

that girl who loves hugging her dog and feeling her soft brown fur against her face

that girl who was the class clown and who would do stupid things in school and not care

why do things change?

why do people get old and die?

i want everythin to remain the way it is

just the way it is...

i dont want anyone to go.

You Belong To Me

2009-07-06T09:09:00.000-07:00

ok it been ages since i liked this kinda music

but i cant stop listening to taylor swift- you belong to me

i know wtf rite?

but yeh

i think its a kinda sweet video music....

she is so pretty too...

gosh

STRESS

2009-06-25T06:30:00.000-07:00

BULL FUCKING SHIT!!!

I CANT TAKE IT D

I CANT STUDY ANYMORE

I CANT LOOK AT MY BOOKS

KILL ME

AND I STILL HAVE 3 EXAMS LEFT

OH MY GOSH

MY BRAIN IS GONNA EXPLODED LIKE HIROSHIMA BOMB!

*cant wait for hq and getting smashed on the 1st july

Foolish and Positivity

2009-06-24T02:22:00.000-07:00

i like my title today

hehe

well today i went to lunch caught up with two people i havent been hanging out with for a while

that was fun to catch up =D

exam stress is killing me and i dont need extra drama...

and yeh now i feel bad for being so angry and pissed off yesterday over something stupid...

well on the lighter note,

i hope i get to see him on the 29th!!!!

filipino-australian love season...

pwease be at hq on the 1st

haha

the rude awakening

2009-06-23T09:25:00.000-07:00

finally i got a tight slap on my face

to be awaken

and realise how foolish ive been over the past year

like a freaking maid

always look at the brighter side

its a good thing that it hit sooner than later =D

CABIN CREW

2009-06-21T09:05:00.000-07:00

ROFLMAO

now one is with MAS and the other is with AIR ASIA

lol one is on a ship crew to god knows where

LMAO

i wonder what fun ill have on that MAS flight on july 2 ;)

MALAYSIA BOLEH

hahaha

Lady Kamsta

2009-06-16T22:57:00.000-07:00

Lady Kamsta

when i get bored in my room =D

Exam

2009-06-16T22:51:00.000-07:00

well here i am updating my blog...
feel like an lazy arse...
haha n my first sem starts on saturday!!
lol
but anyhow
i love my new blog skin
hahaha

my status: KILL ME NOW!! i need to study

20june: accounting for decision makers I
29 june: infomation system I
commercial law I
1 july : principles of macroeconomics I
*flash dance at hq.. party like a rockstar... get smashed n then get my arse on that
freaking plane
and go to penang!!!!

cant wait for exams to be over

2009-06-13T22:16:00.000-07:00

the access is still my name

been one year plus

MAS air steward

kiss on the forehead

"ill be stupid to ever replace you"

I.A.O.R my arse bitch!

ROFLMAO

Princess Khanoomi is back!!

2009-06-11T20:46:00.000-07:00

the doors are shut now forever...

finally!!

it took ages

YAYYY!!

and now

IM FREE!!

2009-06-11T09:33:00.000-07:00

she wants to feel this happy and carefree again...

with no worries

no stress

she just wants to smile again

i found this picture really hot n sweet

where are you?

2009-06-02T06:02:00.000-07:00

because of you

"POST SECRETS"

where are you?

Ching-a-Ling

2009-05-25T02:37:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHING A LING!!!

HEHE

I MISS MY TAI FEI KEKE

HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT 19TH BDAY

TAKE CARE

CANT WAIT TO C U SOON

AND MAKE U DRIVE ME AROUND AGAIN!!

LOVE YA CHING!!

P/S- I CANT REMEMBER WHEN THIS WAS TAKEN

BUT ITS SO CUTE!!

HAHA

Updates

2009-05-04T02:47:00.000-07:00

HELLO....

HAHA

i know i haven't been blogging for a while...

im so sorry....

i've been so busy with uni.. its crazee

accounting and corporate finance is no joke...

so much work and assingments due

shit la

i got 2 assingments due next week...

and i havent touched 1 of it and the other one i still got 1 question to go...

aiyaaa

but anyways im too lazy too upload pictures to my facebook...

it takes forever...

so here are some photos that i uploaded

lol this is an unibar... its girl on girl action... aussie people get crazee when they drink... its funny to watch actually..

sidetrack: my hair has grown really long =)

OoVoo-ing with lynn lynn and andy... flo stayed over to take care of me cause i was sick...

she cooked noodles for me

hahaha

wasnt really great actually =P

haha kiddin...

saw her after like 2 months...cause its was like break

then after like 2 weeks met her n kim in chinatown

At unibar on friday again, ananth ryan and yee ling

p/s- i love this picture... haha its so retarded

me n su su

ryan and me at unibar... i think he was playing with my ipod

Rakshet, yee ling and me during st.patricks day at uni bar again...

tim tim took this picture

hahaha ok i dont remember how many times ive gone to unibar

so yeah

sidetrack: i took this picture at 5.35am had nothing to do at all

then at 9am went to the adelaide sikh temple with rakshet

hahaha

it was nice!

camwhoring with flo flo... and our phones!!! hehehe

Ghetto bithces!!

Me and rakky at bar smith library the bean bag section

yee ling at unibar hiding from i dont know what...

Viva trying to be all cool with my shades...my shades are awesome!!

lol my best friend is in love

he actually went to the market in the morning got a lily for his girl

i helped him stick it on her door with a lil note

haha

he is so sweet.....
hence, romeo got his juliet

sidetrack 3: i love my red boots... n yes im posing in the toilet..

haha sorry my room doesnt have a full lenght mirror...

sucks

su su love me way too much.. that how close she came to kissing me

hahaha

it was a crazy camwhoring session in the library on thurs

had 5 hours to kill before IS

went had ice cream in cold rock..

haha

next time i have to try the ones with gummie bears..
ooo yeh back to su..

she tried on lip liner.. haha

and yeh she loves me so much she tried holding my hand on the way to the library

ROLMAO

everyone loves me

Su's drawing while i was trying to study IS

arghhh

hahaha

Viva trying out his new style... skinny jeans n cardigans

Reshy and Su su haha...

pwease notice resh has a ribbon on his "long" hair

haha

and of course another mirror picture with my red boots

hahaha

me n su after having lunch at penang hawker centre

sidetrack 4: webcaming with calby...

and him trying to be HITLER

LMAO

i miss u guys =(

Resh during enginnering pub crawl( which means go to like 10 pubs/clubs and get smashed non-stop)

resh was trying to do the white boy dance

he ryan n ananth kept doing the white boy dance

the whole night

sidetrack 4: me and yee ling found a gen-2 parked at north adelaide

i wonder if it was on of the footballer cars..

;)
SA- state of festivals

haha i was really bored..

and i got new boots

black boots this time...

hehe

ryan at the library... getting all pretty to see ananth

haha

later he made me tie his hair up into two
it was so funny

tim tim: haha at unibar i think during st.patricks day...

this picture was after i messed his hair up!

haha

skullduggery during oweek

the village people

with retarded Mattanya girl ( yee ling)

Su ling posing at victor harbour...

haha i just randomly uploaded the pictures...

haha i was bored

so i decided to update my blog

I MISS YOU GUYS!!! =)

2009-04-04T01:53:00.001-07:00

sometimes u just want your own escape...

will you take me there and make me feel safe?

2009-03-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

the little things always matter

i exist in this world

NOTICE!!

im someone too

take me to a beautiful silent park at night

and we will gaze upon the stars hand in hand

will you?

i miss you =[

hello, everyone i guess ma blog is back on track on my life updates

this blog i guess is only known to all my close malaysian friends

and su su who is the only aussie i told about this blog cz she knows practically everythin that is going on atm

n itik who googled my name and found ma blog. but i doubt he ever reads it.

so its all good!! =D

my blog is still a secret i guess

2009-03-30T07:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY CALVINDEV SINGH KARLOTY!!!

hope to c u real soon

i doubt u would even c this

lol

good luck

miss ya calby!!!

p/s- this post is delayed by 2days cause i didnt have time to blog... lol

2009-03-29T03:14:00.000-07:00

I CANT FALL AGAIN!!!

help me

michy: i still am keeping my word, for now!

2009-03-28T21:56:00.000-07:00

location : Adelaide, South Australia feb 2009

im just bored

this is why all my post are short recently

lol will get back

after my stupid test tomorrow

need to collect pictures from mr.thailand!! =D

2009-03-28T21:48:00.000-07:00

i can hear good music from my balcony!!!

Just Cause

2009-03-26T08:07:00.000-07:00

will you?

Sorry

2009-03-26T07:35:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys for not updating my blog since ive left malaysia!! lol

ive got so much to tell n upload pics!!

but im waiting for pictures from my friend!!

when i get them i will upload it!!! and update u guys on

me in a new island!

lol

ive been just so busy with uni

its crazee!!

will update by the end of this weekend!!

I MISS YOU GUYS!!!

Tagged by Janny

2009-02-10T05:33:00.000-08:00

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Janisha
2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Friend
3. Your five impression of him/her?
Loves dancing, totally fun to hang out with, very very very skinny, nice girl to talk to, and is ever ready to party =)
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
told me where to download gg and 90210...
5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
cant think of any
6. If he/she become your lover you will?
lol we will never be cause we ain't lesbo!
7. If she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
im just ignoring this question
8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
she is too sweet to become my enemy
9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
No reason
10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
Whatever she wants me to but if its logical! lol =D
11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
A very nice and fun friend
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
I dont know.... ive had both versions
13. The characters you love of yourself are ....i love running
14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
My fatness!!!
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Rihanna just cause she is dating my chris brown
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them...I LOVE YOU GUYS TO DEATH!! I MEAN IT!! i really miss all of you..hope we all keep in touch and all..friends forever...tc
17. Tag 10 other people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Mich
2. Flo
3. Lynn
4.Abby
5. Andy
6.Tracy
7. Jem
8.Mat Lela
9. Jo-shua
10.Deepak

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
at the moment i think no one...
19.Is no.9 a male or female?
Male
20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
they dont know each others...but if it happens i will LMAO
21. What is no.2 studying about?
She is gonna do psyhcology
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Feb 4 2009
23. What kind of music does no.8 like?
30 seconds to mars
24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yes...nicole
25.Will you woo no.3?
Ummm no...lol its a SHE
26. How about number 7?
Another SHE
27. Is no.4 single?
Im not too sure..i dunno =(
28. What is the surname of no.5?
chong a.k.a ching-a-ling, chingy
29. What's the hobby of no.10?
Bully me lol..kiddin... BOOZE
30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
Kinda i think =)
31. Where is no.2 studying at?
Joining UniSA
32. Talk something casually bout no.1?
MY EVERTHING..my bestie..partner in crime, crazy fun!
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
LOL its a she!!! but she is hot!! lol *wink wink..kiddin
34. Where does no.9 live at?
Glugor but now i think somewhere in damansara
35. What colour does no.4 like?
PINK!!!!!
36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
They dun noe each other..but they have heard of each other...lol
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
YESH!!! she will so kill me.... =)
38. What is no.6 doing now?
In KL =(

BTW if any of you guys want my new mailing e-mail, aussie no and aussie address...

message me on facebook or sumthin n i will give it to you...

whoever has skype add me!!!!

NALLA

2009-02-10T05:20:00.000-08:00

to my baby sand princess

I MISS YOU!!!

i miss sleeping on you

i miss sleeping next to you

i miss irritating you

i miss playing with you

i miss giving u a bath

i miss putting your food in the evening

i miss ur soft brown shades of fur

i miss ur bark

i miss kissing you

i miss pinching your ears

i miss ur "t-shirt"

i miss you!!!

I LOVE YOU NALLA!!!

had this doggy for like 12 years of my life...

she has seen me start primary school, finish secondary school, finish college in penang

and leave my home to go to uni in adelaide

this dog get all the attention in the world

I LOVE YOU MY SAND PRINCESS!!

Love is in the Air

2009-02-10T05:00:00.000-08:00

well its funny and interesting how people meet and fall in love

then get married and have their own families

its really sweet and romantic at times

well the week before i left my home in sp,

love was totally in the air....

in the hospital and at home

well most of my close friends would know that my dad got admitted into the hospital for some accute/severe gastroantritis

*i really cant spell or pronounce that word so dont ask me

well it was really so bad

that it went to the extend of ma dad may have not flown with me to aussie...

so yeah i was all screwed and emo and pissed

n the worse of all was that

one day it would be fine

n the next few days it would be so bad!!! ( i mean my dad's condition)

but anyways

back to the topic

my mom was all worried and cared for my dad alot( minus the screaming and yelling the rest of us got)

lol

she was all upset he wont eat

she drove up and down from the house to the hosp

so after my dad got discharge, the day before i left i drove my dad around town to do some last minute things

he then told me drive straight and stop at the end

i was like why

where u going

*as usual me asking a gazillion questions

he got down

and brought 3 red rosses

and i was like who is it for?

he was like ur mom... she really cared alot for me n all

so when we entered the house... mom was at the kitchen

making soft rice for dad to eat

n she was like what took u all so long

"how r you feeling now?"

then ma dad went to the kitchen

n he was like come here

he put the rosses behind his back

she was like why ( she seemed scared)

then he walked up to her n gave her the flowers

she smiled and started giggling

n he was like for all the love and care

n they hugged!!!!!

awww

lol

my dad was sooo sweet... i love him =D

there i was at the corner watching all this....

n yes my dad did fly off with me to aussie =D

Awek No.14 yang tersayang

2009-01-31T07:12:00.000-08:00

the title says it all doesnt it??

LOL

awek no.14 yang tersayang

well this post is dedicated to my dearest michy!!! lol

love you to bits la...

my bestie like forever

who WILL AND HAS to come to uni of adelaide in 2 years time... =D

but anyways went over to her house on friday.... spend half a day at my second home in petani jaya. lol =)

talk talk to her all

laugh laugh

gossip n all

go on facebook and friendster

and JUST TALK

and yeah attack that stupid tigger himmat gave her

can u believe it she put my piglet downstairs?? ='(

but anyways i had fun that day

just talking to her

eating french fries and having coke in her room

lol we just kept talking all the way

awww michy thank you for everything le...

i love you tons la....

u better come there fast

ill be waiting

hehe

im really gonna miss u la

our horror movee marathons

your craziness

lol

i love you babe

take care

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE

2009-01-29T04:07:00.000-08:00

*fallen in lurve

this is by far one of d best movee i have ever seen

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE
*please watch this movie if u get the chance

im totally in lurve with dev patel and his accent =p =D

this is lil jamil

My farewell =)

2009-01-29T02:22:00.000-08:00

well on 23rd of january i went to penang to meet up all my friends again before i leave...

so yeah went to disted what not to get the refund cheque and all...

then i was in queensbay shopping and walking around... had nandos =)

suddenly my deepsta calls and he is like everyone is having dinner together in anadha in batu feringhi in conjuction with maddy bday and as a reason for everyone to met up =D

so calby fetched me to anadha in batu feringhi...halfway there he felt bad leaving his cousin bro from aussie at home alone.. so he went all d way back fetch his cousin to anadha!!! lol

did i mention d part that he has 4 huge german shepherd and one of them is completely white??

anyways, when i calby was parking i saw this green viva with the small bobbing head dude!!! LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN is here.... lol

luv her much

then walked into anadha n saw everyone... andy was there too =) abby lionel and lynn.

later maddy joshy boi and deepsta joined

but two lil girls were missing flo flo and twacyyyy =(

so talk talk chitty chat chat... catch up on each other and all... one by on left... then me deep n joshy boi went over to abby place.

abby bakes d nicest cookies ever seriously

then we went to coffee island in gurney drive.... but by 12 i had to be home so we left soon after reaching... lol

while walking out... there i c this girl who seems like she lost weight and all staring at me

and im like i think ive seen her somewhere

BOOM

FLO FLO!!!! awwwwwwwwwwww hugg hugg her then she had to leave too...

so went back to aunts place

FAREWELL no.2

rushed back home in the morning for no reason. had to go out with 'par and michy' ONLY cz apparently michy had her so called "CNY PARTY" (which btw she doesnt celebrate) and par had to go off to kl.

so there i was all upset and wat not cz my whole high school friends canceled on me... cz i was planning a reunion on sunday. all stupid reasons

pirei - just didnt reply

rach-had to go to so called johor

jem- had to go to so called perak

maddy ( this is d best)- didnt have cny break at all... but she called me.

sha- said she will try to make it just keep her inform

sri- not sure if she could make it

and there i was alll pissed at them n complain complain to michy till she cancel on me and piss me off cz i was gonna cry if i didnt meet her.... so i decided to ignore her n i was like i didnt knw wat time i would b back n all...

then we went to village mall to buy presents then michy goes

"eiii i feel like eating old towns toast... hungry la "

im like whoaaa michy never say she hungry... so i was like okkkkkk

so we crossed the road and went to old town

then she was lets go up i wanna sit up...

okayyy fine...

then there was a sign saying section closed... then d waiter came and all said no no section reserved no waiter upstairs all...

so i went down i was like nvr mind sit down

she was like

takpa la 2 org je... boleh boleh* with her flirty looky

he was like no

then she was like we yang reserve

and there i was like a fool

whoaaaaaaa

michy lied her way up.....

then i walk up n c JEM with michy camera

and im like wtf

then maddy

OMG MADDYYYYYYY run and hug her all

hug hug everyone

evryone was there

par came for a bit and left

so ya we were all catching up and all

i miss all of them =)

i was so super happy la

then they bought cake for my farewell and pirei bday...

so i decided that i will belanja them d old town thingy.... so took d receipt and run down n paid(i escaped madddy)

so had photo sessions... tons of them

lol

my dear dear michy and paru planned all of them

awwwwwwwwww i luv u guys...

thank u so much la....

I LOVE YOU GUYS =)

GONNA MISS ALL OF U

*THEN I FIND OUT THAT MY PENANG FRIENDS KNEW BOUT THIS N WERE SUPPOSE TO COME TO BUT CANCELLED CZ 1 RETARD COULDNT MAKE IT!!!

FEB 4 2009

2009-01-24T22:39:00.000-08:00

fine im gonna throw a fit and sit down n cry like a lil baby and say

I DONT WANNA GO!!!!!!

not too soon at least

i've got like freaking one week left to enjoy with my friends and family

WTF

1 week not enuff....

so much to do and ive got so little time....!!!

but i know i have to go and it sux =(

Tagged by PC

2009-01-23T20:43:00.000-08:00

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?

As long as its not a regular thingy... im fine if it once in a blue moon thing.. but i prefer if he didnt

2. How about drinking?

Not often... like if for parties and events then its ok

3. Do you like someone you can't have?

currently none....but yesh im in luvre when dev patel and chris brown who i cant have

4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?

DUH!!! i like straight-forward people

5. What's your favourite sport?

Tennis and Running

6. It's Saturday night, you're home alone... what do you do?

call up a friend and chat lol.... or go on9

7. Do you like roller coasters?

DUHHH!!!

8. When is the perfect time to have a bf/gf?

i dont know...whenever two people like each other???

9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?

Dev Patel and Chris Brown

10. What are you doing this weekend?

I wanna meet calvin flo lynn deepak tracy josh maddy andy abby and everyone again!! ( lol i meet u guys yest =))

11. What is your favourite restaurant?

Pizza 'r' Us

12. Have you ever hugged someone?

urmmm like duhhhh!!!

13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?

NEVER!!!

14. Do you like anyone right now?

LOL... i dont know...

15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

height, legs and visible veins on the arms.... lol

16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains?

Beach

17. What kind of phone do you have?

LG KS360

18. Computer or Laptop?

Laptop

19. Jeans or Sweats?

Jeans

20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?

2007 but 2008 too althought it sux but i wont change it for the world cz i meet the greatest friends =)

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?

22. What should you be doing right now?

nothing

23. What is your favourite TV show?

90210 and Gossip Girl

24. What's been your last purchase?

A diary from borders

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?

Not the top of my list

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?

Yeah coffee bean stairs in pulau tikus ....when andy n flo was there

27. What do you do when you're at home?

Listen to music, watch tv, online, chat on d phone, sleep , cook and play wif nalla

28. What is your favourite subject?

Pendidikan Jasmani dan Kesihatan... the part when we go do sports...

29. What's the best thing that happened to you?

To achieve everythin i want so far, have met the greatest people and be friends with them and having a nice loving family + nalla

30. 10 person to tag:

Michelle Sara

Maddy (SP)

Jem

Tracy

Lynn

Deepak

Flo

Andy Chong

Par

Ranj

Reality Check

2009-01-19T04:12:00.000-08:00

well some will call this a emo post...

but for me this is a long over-due and reality check post

well THIS IS LIFE

you meet people

u say hello

become close and

then say goodbye

and try ur best to keep in touch

but then......

THE END

well i never was able to accept the fact that i will be apart from all my friends

it always made me end up in tears

well after much thought i realised this is life

well we all say things will be the same

bt in reality it will NEVER BE

no matter what or no matter how hard we try to.

THIS IS JUST LIFE

we can be the best of friends in the past

but in the future

we become strangers to each other

when we head our own ways

* i take right, u take left

we are never the same people we use to be

we change

everyone does

when we part

we say

"keep in touch"

"dont forget me"

"nothing is gonna change, dont worry!"

"we will always be close"

" we will meet everytime we are back"

"i will never forget you, u have a special place in my heart."

yes we may meet up everytime we come back home

but,

IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN

well for...

1) we will have our own lifes

2) we will have new groups of friends

3) our old friends are never there in our lifes anymore to know the exact details of the happenings

i know we all will try to keep in touch

we will try our hardest to meet up

but at times we are caught up with our lives and work

we cant.

what do we do then?

not everyone is free on the same day.

i talked to one of my friends about this

and she agreed with me

she told me that the convo will always be like this

when we all meet up

"HELLO!!!!!!!!, how are you?? omg its so good to see you!"

"HEYYYYYYYY!!!! im good good and you? yeahhhh!!"

* hug hug

"so hows life been?"

" its been good. urs?"

"oh its good too. smile smile."

*akward silence.

this is a convo between two friends who were close in the past

its sad i know but yeah this is reality.

n we all should face this reality

its life

i respect those who can keep their friendship as close as how they left it and went their separate ways =)

to all my friends,

back in college in penang and in secondary school.

you guys take care

keep in touch

miss you all much

have fun

be safe

good luck

WE WILL MEET AGAIN *i hope

I LOVE YOU ALL =)

till then

2007

2009-01-19T03:23:00.000-08:00

i had. been regretting ever since

im so sorry bee.

Songs then and now

2009-01-17T04:27:00.000-08:00

well here are some songs that im remembered for....

back in the school days ( my radio rosak days =))

1. BUMP, BUMP, BUMP- B2K
2. SMACK THAT - AKON
3. MY NAME IS .... - EMINEM
4. SEXY LADY - SHAGGY
5. Get Busy - Sean Paul * thanx michy i forgot the most important one... hehe

now,

1. DISTRUBIA - RIHANNA
2. IN THE AYER - FLO-RIDA
3. FOREVER - CHRIS BROWN

notice the same thing between all these song?

FASTER BETTER!!!

2009-01-17T03:38:00.001-08:00

i hate that motha fucking bitch

this is why i wish i will be leaving earlier

thank you

the end!!!

Sand Princess

2009-01-15T00:11:00.001-08:00

Nalla!!!

well she is gonna turn 12 this year...
she has such nice brown and black shades of fur =)

hehe the love of my life... =)

my one and only sand princess

so gonna miss her when im gone!!!

='(

nalla's inner thoughts - ' Ima hot wolfie. whatchu think u looking at sista?'

* notice this is a special doggie.. she has her own natural black eye-liner around her eyes

LOL

I LOVE YOU NALLA!!!!

Boredom In January

2009-01-13T07:20:00.001-08:00

some funny quotes that i found....

something i totally agree with....

this i shall do before i leave for the fun and craziness of it!! lol

in front of everyone in d mall =)

this is completely out of the topic but this is a pic of joshy boi i took months back in disted as we made him try on flo-flo hairband!! lol

JOSHY BOII!!!

miss u guys la =)

Random.

2009-01-13T06:54:00.000-08:00

well while i was looking for some nice photos. i came across this very -(hmm i dont know wat is the exact word) let just say a very different and weird photo. lol

it came under the category of song lyrics

lol when i saw this picture

i just stopped and laugh!!!

lol

*honestky dont ask me y cz i myself dont know but it just seems so amusing to me... hehe

call me a nutcase but

i really want to know which song has this lyrics in it!!

New

2009-01-11T07:07:00.000-08:00

this i believe

Kiss

2009-01-09T22:13:00.000-08:00

there are a gazillion type of kisses that mean a gazillion and one

kiss on the hands- will u be mine?

kiss on the cheek - goodbye / i like you

kiss on the lips - i love you or lets just have fun

kiss on the forehead - i honestly love you and i want you to always be happy/ we will meet again.

he kissed me on my forehead

Australia

2009-01-08T06:52:00.000-08:00

to all my closest friends from SMKCFB,SP and DISTED-STAMFORD COLLEGE, PENANG.

just to inform u all

kaminee rajkumar a.k.a kamz, kamsta and khanoomi

will MOST PROBABLY

leaving for Aussie

FEB 4 2009

5 sumthing p.m

* this is for now. YET to be confirmed after my visa approval

2009

2009-01-07T21:04:00.000-08:00

hello my fellow readers...

well this is such a off-dated post. but yeah i just got back home from KL yesterday. it was awesome but yeah will tell all bout that in the next post ( if i want to). anyway 2008 has been ....................hmmm just another year of torture/fun.

well now im gonna give two awards... and for the award of the BEST YEAR OF MY ENTIRE LIFE SO FAR is 2007 and the WORST YEAR OF MY ENTIRE LIFE SO FAR 2008. LOL

well shit happens, things change . THIS IS LIFE!!

but yeah 2008 was the worse year of my life. but to be honest i learnt the most in that year. ive grown and become a lil more matured. ive learnt and seen things that i thought i would never would. i was away from home, ma dog, and my friends. went to a island, penang where i knew nobody and ma best friend was totally on the other side of the island!!!

well i did meet great and awesome people in 2008. i love them to bits. had fun and enjoy being with them. then again i met the worse people i could ever imagine. but yeah life aint a bed of rose-s.

i made so many mistakes in 2008 that i regret till today. but it has made me the person i am now.
lol i dont regret much except for 1 thing that i wish i could have changed.

so well in short, 2008 wasnt that bad actually. i didnt die did i? so yeah let c where 2009 takes me....

HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE!!!!

Them and Me in Sungai Petani!!!

2008-12-23T17:34:00.000-08:00

" THEM and ME"

THEM : flo, calvin, tracy, josh , maddy and deepsta!!

Me : princess khanoomi!

Well they all came to Sungai Petani for the first time on dec 22 2008.... hehe to c me and just hang out...

they arrived in SP at approx. 8pm on dec 22 2008... lol then i met them up somewhere near giant.... then we all went to Cinta Sayang Club & Golf Resort for dinner... :)

chitty-chat chat... bla bla bla... talk talk crap crap... laugh laugh =)

then we all headed to Swiss-Inn to "party"

they gave me BDAY PRESENTS!!! lol :)

Deeps gave me a necklace....

Calby gave me a CKin2U perfume...

Flo flo, tracy, josh, maddy and LYNN gave me La Senza lingerie... LOL

*notice the fact at LYNN is NOT THERE!!!! arghhh :(

THANK YOU FOR EVERTHING :)

lol they brought booze and calby brought choco from aussie land... hehe

* no one went crazy... tracykins knocked out early!!! :(

after boozing maddy me flo josh n deepz went down to the pool side to chill and watch the stars!! SP has MORE stars than u can ever c in PENANG!! lol

1 score for ass pee!

calby was watching over tracy....so i drove my car with deeps flo josh n maddy all around sp at about 3.30am... lol i think i took them almost everywhere in sp in like 30 min i think??

took them to c daddy'c clinic, my house, the schools, the hang out places,bla bla bla......

went back to the hotel and tried to sleep... lol

deep n josh were rollie-olieing maddy!! lol...we went to bed at bout 5... at least some of us did... while tracy n calby we knocked out in the other room....

then i woke up at like 6am n i c tracy sitting on the bed n just talking and talking...( y m i not suprised?) lol.... hahaha she does that everywhere!! she wakes up the earliest ( only on non-college days) then just goes to each individual and talks to them while they r sleeping!!! lol :) how cute is she la ?

we all ended up waking up like at 10am took shower and check-out at like 12pm...

then we were off to AIMST.... boi does the security people sux!!! lol but AIMST has awesome buildings!! lol tryed gng to the admin but there was no one...

then we were off to KAMZ PALACE!! lol.... they all finally met THE EVER FAMOUS NALLA!!!

mom cooked lunch for them... some tandoori chicked with BBQ sauce, some chicken curry, tomato rice with raisins, vege, and sausages... LOL

then intro intro to dad n mom... smile smile... laugh laugh and make tracy sad... lol we all bullied her and freaked her out bout chocoloates....

after eating and clearing up took them on a tour around ma house.... then they were chilling in ma room and getting all facinated by a manipal manual of surgery... LOL

the doctors to be.... haha =)

then we headed off to cocoa cafe for drinks.....chill-out there for a bit

then around 5 we went off to Swiss-Inn to get joshy boi car and go get petrol.... lol then OFF we all headed to the South Entrance of Sungai Petani... :(

we went into Taman Sejati somewhere near Park Avenue and took pictures and say goodbye...=(

LOL i was d emo one!!!

Anyways just wanted to thank you all for coming and everythin... :)

Hope you all enjoyed ur stay in SP

You all take care

will always remember u guys :) weeeeeee

and WE WILL MEET AGAIN!!!

miss u guys =)

AND

OFF i go to KL till Jan 7 2009

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!

~KamZ~

MY 18TH birthday video- by fro fro

2008-12-23T07:17:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU FLO!!

THANK YOU FOR CREATING THIS VIDEO FOR ME

THE BIG DAY!!!

2008-12-15T03:21:00.000-08:00

SOUTH AUSTRALIAN MATRICULATION RESULTS

WILL BE OUT

17 DECEMBER 2008

I WANNA GET INTO UNI MELB.

Thought of the Day

2008-12-08T05:01:00.000-08:00

Fall in love or Fall in hate
Get inspired or Be depressed
Ace a test or Flunk a class
Make babies or Make art
Speak the truth or Lie and cheat
Dance on tables or Sit in the corner

Live is divine choas. Embrace it

Forgive yourself. Breathe.

AND Enjoy The Ride....

Bangunan Anson

2008-12-06T05:35:00.000-08:00

Well for those who didnt know while i was studying in penang i stayed in an apartment called Bangunan Anson.

Address : 160,Bangunan Anson

Jalan Anson

xxxxx Georgetown

Penang.

from january to may i had a roomate named radhikaa who is doing a-levels... she moved out in may to live with her uncle... it was the master bedroom with attached bathroom.. n two bed in it...so after she left i had the whole room to maself??!! lol

well one sad thing about this place is that it HAD NO INTERNET!!!

so basically my daily routine was SLEEPING after college...

these are pictures of ma room while the packing up process was going on...

* trust me you dont want to see it before i started packing...total mess

this corner is my bed!! lol...

well it was a 3 bedroom apartment... i has 3 other housemates who were chinese and are doing Hospitality Management in Disted... one indonesian,one form SP and one from taiping....hardly talked to them...cz they speak more chinese and i was always locked up in the room cz the BIG BOI's were normally in the dinning or hall...

but before i left i actually realized the indonesian girl is not bad.... hmmm lol

one good thing about ma room is the scenery... well it aint all great but i like it and miss it now...

this was taken late evening

that padang is called padang brown

as usual, AGAIN i leave ma lil mark somewhere on a wall before i leave a certain place
and this time around it was done on the wall next to ma bed* below ma bed

well many of ma friends crashed ma placed normally after a so called "late night hang out day" if you know wat i mean by that....

well florence,tracy, joshua, deepak, calvin and yimin were the ones that slept over after late night hang outs lol
*i dont have pictures of tracy josh and yimin sleeping but ive got these dudes pictures... lol

and there is a part of tracy's feet in the picture... lol she was standing on the chair and taking a pix of calby....

and i remember ordering mcd's delivery for breakfast... lol

andy and florence slept over at times just to chat n chill out....
lynn always came over just to talk and keep me company...

well on thurday 4 December 2008 at 11 am i returned ma keys to disted... so this concludes ma stay in penang at bangunan anson... lol

these are pictures of the room when i cleared out

never in a million years i actually thought i would say this
but

I MISS THAT PLACE!!!

and all my friends too =)

Florence Lynn and Me in Anson playground

2008-12-06T05:30:00.001-08:00

lol while going thru' the pictures in ma phone i came across this weird/nice pic lynn took of a crazy girl in anson park... while we were at the playground chatting

we shall name this picture

EMO FLOW FLOW

i miss you!!

something that cant make me stop talking

2008-11-29T08:45:00.000-08:00

ok everyone who is anyone that are my friends would know that im totally and completely obssesed n in loved with doggies!!!

ESPECIALLY my beloved cutie NALLA!!!

*if u didnt know this plz reconsider the fact that do u really know me??

anyways nalla is already 11 years old which means she has seen me go to primary school and then secondary school until im done with college... yeah she is an old lady... lol but i still love her much... would definetly miss her much when im gone... hehehe

anyways today i came back from maddy place...my maddy in sp i mean... lol anyways she just got a new siberian huskie... which im totally in love with... but it didnt seem like we made a very good start off/connection... lol hahaha

her dog, lycan practically was running away from me.... i have no idea y... lol

maddy n mich said probably cz im too scary??? Lol

n every single chance i got i wanted to go find maddy dog!!! lol

u gotta love siberian huskie'z le....

but the must have is definetly a golden retrievers!!! lol i so need to get one!! hmmm deepak be very afraid if ur golden retriever , bling goes missing!!! lol kiddin

and another muct have is a german shepherd!!!

anyways yeah i was so proud of myself this year that i donated a certain sum of money to the SPCA,PENANG!!! lol after doing the accounting sales in college....

so before i end this post

STOP DOG ABUSE OR I SHALL MURDER U!!!!

yours truly,

DOG LOVER

H.I.V Boi FINALE

2008-11-29T08:26:00.000-08:00

haha i never thought it would actually come to an end after the 1st episode?!!! lol ( i mean H.I.V boi PART 1)

H.I.V boi is just plain boring to be blogged about... even at times i dont understand....

so yeah....

anyways after much thinking... H.I.V Boi deserve his privacy with his georgina and beloved kanebo of course...and plus the year is coming to an end too..so i guess i should not be dissing anymore...

and oops did i mention that H.I.V BOI's KANEBO has gone INTERNATIONAL??
lol i wonder watever that means?!!

it was a good laugh while the episodes of drama lasted....

let just say H.I.V BOI and his GEORGINA got happily married to KANEBO. and they lived happily ever after. maybe the would have kids name KANEBOI and VIRGINA and perhaps a H.I.V GIRL will come into their life.

~THE END~

*between u and me he didnt piss me off again*

The Pioneers

2008-11-14T08:29:00.000-08:00

The pioneers who actually first climbed up DISTED-STAMFORD COLLEGE ROOFTOPS were actually LYNN, TRACY, JOSHUA AND ME!! lol

well actually tracy was the one who actually reached the top on the 23 october 2008 at 7pm before the "PINK PARTY"

there was actually a pink camry for the party....

lynn tried to climb but mission failed as the guards and some college staff we watching/ staring at us wondering who are we and what we were trying to do at 7 at nite on the rooftop

i was the camera girl and joshy boi kept on the look-out

then finally most of the sam students actually climbed the rooftop on the 24 october 2008 after the last class for sam at 5pm...

WE ROCK!!!

Another Year Gone

2008-11-14T08:10:00.000-08:00

#7

#8

The Life Of H.I.V Boi Part 1

2008-11-14T07:13:00.000-08:00

Recently i met a boy...

so i decided to name him H.I.V Boi

Wanna know why?

* cause i totally dispice him

then on the next day i apparently found out that he sold his *TUT to "kanebo" few years back

he and she the got a *TUT and named it GEORGINA...

according to my sources GEORGINA has a world of her own....

END OF STORY PART 1

~to be continued~

when he pisses me off again

SAM FINALS

2008-10-30T03:51:00.000-07:00

well according to ma countdown i have 2 days left before finals and here i am bloggin and far far away from ma lovely books...

for some reason i cant seem to sit down for a solid hour n study!! wtf is wrong with me....

everythin is just stressing me out...

there is this voice in ma head that keeps saying

STUDY STUDY STUDY STUPID GIRL!!!

i get so freaking distracted so easily...lappy,ipod,tv, handphone or anythin

im not a specky people... it just suits the mood... my studious look people.....

well according to cikgu jameayah, this is supposed to be ma last race... im at the end and im almost there so im suppose to be speeding at ma fullest now...

remember running with all the freaking adrenalin rush... at the beginning it is annoying... but when it ends it is all good... and now i miss it!! lol call me crazy but it was fun

well aparently now.. im in need to find PEACE!!!

and i need to do more of this... so i can release all the stress

now i have to go back to studying before i screw up ma finals...

and lately im been missing these people alot!!!

will plan sumthin up for dec so we all can meet up

love ya much

jemmie, i miss annoying u in class la...just cari pasaling with u..asking u to urut ma hand lol

mich n par... I JUST SIMPLY MISS U GUYS

RANJA i miss our wonderful tradition after every exam and sitting next to ya

maddy my mat lela... lol i miss japan!!! and u and ur motherhood.. lol

rachel choo a.k.a amoi... lol i really miss sitting next to u and asking u maths questions

shiiva a.k.a ketua mafia...i miss ya...always helping me if i didnt know stuff

pirei and sri... lol i miss u guys too...the smarty pants n puan.ghana favourite people...

DISTED-Stamford College,Penang 2008

2008-10-10T23:41:00.000-07:00

well i know college is not over yet... we still have like approx. 10days of college b4 the 1 week break and exams...

but here is my

TRIBUTE TO DISTED-STAMFORD COLLEGE,PENANG

year 2008

well when i first come to disted.. i felt so shity cause i didnt know a soul...i was actually suppose to be in INTI,penang with ma bestie michy... (MOM)... lol that says it all....

i was like who the hell are these people... i didnt even know a single face...then i saw a turban... lol yesh MR.KESHMINDER SINGH... lol i was relieved for a moment... at least that was a face i knew well from sg.petani!! ( im being honest here people)

then they divided us into groups of i dont know how many for some treasure hunt shit... i was like WTF? lol but seriously it was a good idea... got to know some people there... I Knew Xiang Yin cause she was in the same group as me....lol we always hang out n chat about our stuff durin malay class... lol it is super funny... she is so cute and nice..she is super nice to talk to

i promised ma self not to potray a bitchy, egoistic girl anymore. so well done to me * clap clap... i potrayed a studious nerd the first few months... LOL (laugh people laugh...i know mich and par n everyone in school will laugh to this) n get this i was very silent the first few months... yes SILENT... didnt do any stupid things n wasnt the class clown...i actually had a book always with me u know.. at the beginning at least..

Ooo i almost forgot then i met ma roomate Radhikhaa, from Ipoh... she is the most awesomest girl i've ever met. Kasturi Soma from A-levels introduced me to her. Radhikhaa is the sweetest and most caring girl. we would walk all over penang( well not exactly all over) n have dinner n just laugh at everythin... those road bullies and all...well she moved out in mid may.. gotta admit i was kinda sad...no one to share how ma day went anymore... but it was for the better...recently she got me a cute gift for my birthday( 21 DEC people!! remember). she was afraid she wont c me anymore... how sweet is that? yesh ma hostel friends ken, abbas,yeong and everyone... lol there are awesome.. n a great help... lol especially when the van has come or lizards in the room... lol... they are also great people to talk with and just chill out

well then i met Florence, Jie Ling and Jade..its funny how i met florence.. we were in the same malay class and all.. we just started talking in the general lab n all... I remember her telling me to go for someone which i know way way too well.. she was like he is super hot n all.. n i hardly knew her!!! LOL... n she loved ma pink bracelt that i got in japan..she is so cute la... i knew jie ling first then she introduced me to mrs.jade.. lol we met during maths class and all.. so we started hanging out n going for lunch together and all....things changed too... roger started hanging out with us too... he was like sorta like a bro to all of us... but things changes fast... too fast

i remember this chinese boi in malay class... he would ask me questions and all... the first few days he asked me to join him and his friends for lunch... he was really a sweet guy... lol mr.andy chong... lol my very own ching-a-ling...i remember once in malay class we got this new novels that we had to read for the exams... i didnt bother reading them till this boi text me asking wat is the meaning of "agi idup,agi ngalblan" ( remember i was rentap in form2 play) LOL...and today me, flo andy and jade are super close....we hang out everywhere...and go through shit together...for one i know that they will always be there to keep an eye on me n take care of me if i get into trouble...they have always been there for me all the time this year...ive know them only this year but we got so close already....i share everythin with andy and florence... they are like practically my living diarys... lol... love them to death...ma besties forever

well oh yes... sumwhere after sum break lol i dont really remember... i got to know this great friend... he was super duper nice to me when we got to know each other on msn n all....this is when we became close...mr.calvindev singh a.k.a calby....he was a great friend and he still is....trust me he seems nice only at the beginning!! lol... ma first impression on him was like WHOAAAAAAAAA u r tall... lol n yeah he is freaking tall...he was suppose to ma taxi driver lol...but now he is a devil!! lol his ever famous sentences is GROW UP, STFU, FREAK and many more... lol...but he is a great friend to talk to and share ur stuff with...i guess he scolds n kutuks me all the time cz he says im too naive...not wanting people to take advantage of me...lol and he is an awesome friend and fun and funny to hang out with.... and yes he was the best prom date! lol

he then introduced me to his bestie deepak singh!! lol i remember the first time i saw deepak was when i was using ma ipod nano n i was with andy in the library.. he like randomly came to talk to andy n he was like Heyyyyyy this is so cute( ipod nano) i was like LOL... i didnt know him then... deepak too was super duper nice to me in the beginnning... i was really impressed!! lol.. but he too became a devil in the end!! lol..joined forces with calby n called me a freak and sawah padi girl??!! wth...lol but deepak is the most understanding dude i ever met! lol seriously he is always there if u need someone to talk to.....n he is super funny and awesome to hang out with lol... my very own deepsta!!! i love you guys la... deepak n calvin are d best and most caring friends ever....

then i do not know how i got introduced to this hot fun wild crazy girl... tracy khong a.k.a mei san... lol!! lol she is super nice too and fun to hang out with lol...n talk about being queen fashion!! lol she is super cool lol... and totally whack to hang out with...she threw the most fun party ever... lol RETRO!! lol i learnt alcohol=bad....

then from her i got to know lynn!!!!!! lol... this is by far the most craziest girl i ever met. n she stays behind ma hostel in anson!!! she is like this ball of joy!!! lol so bubbly and happy all the time... she cracks the silliest jokes ever.... lol hanging out with these two girls= super fun!! lol if are ever in any sort of fashion crisis please call ms.tracy!! lol... n if u ever down n need a boost of fun.. elynn the one u need... n did i mention these girls are like blog freaks... lol they blog everythin and i mean everythin

lol from them we go to marcus... rather the silent and smart one... haha always fighting with flo... haha but he is super nice and a great friend to talk to and share ur stuff... he says good quotes too " Hope for the best but expect the worst" and joshua lol the not so innocent after all boy... lol he is freaking funny and super cute la...i mean really super cute..he is one of the nicest guys i know...there was once i remember walking to the library and i was really upset...joshua and abby past by me n i think he saw me... he turned and asked me if im okay... n i was like yeah im good... lol it was really sweet of him... lol and he just turned 18 one day ago... u r finally legal boi!! lol he is so thin!! i mean like really skinny bones...i think he gets bullied alot and he bullies alot of people especially madeline a.k.a maddy

lol maddy is awesome... lol i love they way she thinks!!! freaking down to earth and realistic... dont forget straight forward... lol she is super cute and tons of fun!!! lol n yeah she was our PROM QUEEN!!!! lol n a freak on the dance floor!! lol maddy u rock

abigail then.. lol the freakiest smarty pants... lol super smart and super funny.. lol u can laugh at all her facial expressions... i mean like seriously...all of these people are just super fun to hang out with.. u can never get bored with them... got to know abby even more cause we got together to organise prom... A ROYAL AFFAIR

these people are the best people to hang out with and have fun.... lol ... no drama... just fun and laughter... lol love them!!!

lol speaking of prom... boi this is gonna be long... but im gonna make it short cut off all the drama... prom was fun... everyone enjoyed prom... it was on the 16 august 2008 in equatorial hotel, penang... after prom everyone, i think most of them went for the after a party... prom was definetly a day to remember...

well of course not forgetting ma sp friends in disted... lol cassie, sukraj and dilip... lol felt alot better to know that i knew some poeple there... lol cassie n i go way way back... lol childhood friends cycling around the taman... lol we share almost everythin... every now and then in college when we both are free we sit and talk... lol love her... and as for sukraj and dilip haha knew them a while ready since secondary school...aren't that close but there are awesome and helpful people too...SP people are awesome!!

ma accounting people... lol shu ling, peng chooi, may, maylynn, jolene, mable, juanita,momo, hui hong... lol these people make accounts fun!! lol without them i proabably would die during accounts.. lol...peng chooi and maylynn always there lol exchanging answers all the time...without them dont know wat i'll do... lol.. and may a skinny long hair girl... lol she is so cute la...i love her hair.....going out lunch with this people is so fun....and yesh jolene helped me too a lil with ma accounts when i wasnt well... lol juanita, shu ling and hui hong always borrowing me her notes!! lol these people are super cool....sitting with mable in class and just complain about how accounts is... lol... and yes LST!! lol another skinny boi lol... haha he use to sit with me during accounts and i use to help him out... lol he is super cute and funny la... kinda smart too especially in maths..and saix ma monkey friend who wants to be king kong... lol i dont really talk to her much but i love distrubing her... lol lil miss baby milo.. lol

and yesh my indian friend michelle and janisha!!! lol... michelle is super fun and awesome... lol but u definetly do not wanna mess with her... lol did i mention she is super crazy too... lol and janisha ma gossip girl freak fan!!! lol she downloads them n always gives it to me... lol hahaha n she is super uper tiny!! lol... haha.. n janisha is super hot lol when she dresses up... lol

haha all this people made ma life is disted awesome... lol i wouldn't say it was perfect but i was okay... everyone has bad and good times... lol but it was fun while it all lasted...hope we would be friends forever... lol... and we all so have to hang out after sam before everyone parts their own separate ways...ma house in sp is open!! lol... haha i love u guys la.. it was great knowing each and everyone of you all... i've learnt alot coming to disted... and meeting all sorts of people...i hope i didnt miss out anyone...good luck for sam finals and ya future... and always keep in touch people...

we meet different people almost every year of our lives

new friendships and new bonds are formed

some that last forever and some that last a very short period of time

every meeting has a time to end

so does friendship

but

its how we hold on to these friendships that makes all the difference

these are the friendships that i will cheerish and hold on to forever

love you guys...

you know u love me,

xoxo

Khanoomi/Kamz

keep in touch

hope to see you guys soon

FINALLY!!

2008-10-10T23:35:00.000-07:00

this blog is finally

GOING PUBLIC

by khanoomi

happily ever after

Boredom Strikes Again 3

2008-10-10T23:07:00.000-07:00

Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't?
all the time...lol

Do you think anyone out there loves you?
yes ma friends and ma family and nalla

What do you currently hear right now?
the wind

Who did you hug last?
nalla

Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
deepak

Does the number 19 have any significance to you?
nope

Be honest, do you like people in general?
i guess...

Its 6 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?
a friend in need

What do you think your best friends doing right now?
studying...

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
28 and above

What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
dont know... shit happens

Do you think you like anyone?
everyone i care for

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
nope 24 hours was d max during spm

Are you jealous of anyone right now?
yes rihanna!! she is with ma chris brown

Do you like your first name?
not the biggest fan but its okay

Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you?
depends...

Is there anyone you hate?
yes

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
SAM FINALS over... and me being free

What color is your hair?
dark blonde

Are you single or taken?
single

When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
florence= craziness=happiness

Have you lost contact with someone you miss?
yeah

Do you think you're old?
not really.. i haven't reached 18 yet people

Are you afraid of the dark?
no

Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
yeah

Can you see yourself ever being with someone you've been with before?
not sure..

Do you talk a lot?
sorta

When was the last time you cried really hard?
LMAO.. few days ago... i cry alot

If you could change your eye color would you?
yes

Ever kissed one of your friends?
yea

Are you health conscious?
not really

Last bed you slept in and with who?
mine... with ma sis next to me

Ever danced in front of the mirror?
urmm....yeah??

How many hours sleep did you get last night?
6 hours

Are you friends with any of your exes?
just hi bye friends

What music are you listening to?
happily ever after by nicole scherzinger

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
yes my nalla

Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?
my besties

Are you living a lie?
im not sure...i hope not

Can a girl and a boy be best of friends without having feelings for each other at one point in the friendship?
YESH

Blaque- I'm good

2008-10-10T04:17:00.000-07:00

Yeah
Uh huh
New Blaque Darckchild, Darkchizzle
The jump off
Is it true that im the one making you nervous?
Trying real hard as if im for show press
By you and your crew, that's helpless
You saw that X5, that's me out side
I know you, kinda seem so confused
You can't understand how my diamonds see through
But it's cool it's true, it's unusual
A girl so fly out shining a guy

I wanna talk about this, lets talk about it
I wanna talk about this, don't think about it
You want me on the floor, that's what
I came here for
So pump ya breaks it seems as if ya wantin' more

It aint me, im sorry you got the wrong one
It aint me, I just came out to have fun
It aint me, go and find another one
I don't like what your kickin' son, now leave
Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
It don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you
I'm good
I'm good without you
I'm good
I'm good
I'm good
I'm good without you
I'm good
I'm good

Playa please, please stop frontin' and do you
I didn't know Benz started makin Isuzu's
But it's cool, cause I do what I do
Which causes me not to be needin' you
When I leave, I got a crib to go to
That I got myself straight out of high school
So if you comin' at me, be ready
Cause there aint no way im gonna let somebody play me

I wanna talk about this, lets talk about it
I wanna talk about this, don't think about it
You want me on the floor, that's what I came here for
So pump ya breaks it seems as if ya wantin' more
It ain't me, im sorry you got the wrong one It ain't me,
I just came out to have fun
It ain't me, go and find another one
I don't like what your kickin' son, now leave
Cause even if I leave alone,
I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause,
I'm good With or without you
You wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you
I'm good
I'm good without you
I'm good
I'm good
I'm good
I'm good without you
I'm good
I'm good

NoCause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you
Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, Im good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, Im good
With or without you I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good
I'm good
I'm good
I'm good without you
I'm good
I'm good
I'm good
I'm good without you
I'm good
I'm good
I'm good
I'm good without you
I'm good

I'm good

I'm good !!!

Tagged again by my Maddy

2008-10-05T22:59:00.000-07:00

→o1. Bold what is true about you.
→o2. Yellowise what is half true.
→o3. Italicize what you wish were true about you.
→o4. Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
→o5. Tag five friends.
→o6. Ask me anything about the bold/italicized/yellowise.

• I miss somebody right now.
• I don't watch much TV these days.
• I own lots of books. (Barely have time to read them though)
• I wear glasses or contact lenses.
• I love to play video games.
• I've tried marijuana.
• I've watched porn movies.
• I have been the psycho ex in a past relationship.
• I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
• I curse sometimes. (not sometimes, most of the time)
• I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
• I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
• I have broken someone's bones.
• I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
• I hate the rain.
• I'm paranoid at times.
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
• I need/want money right now.
• I love sushi.
• I talk really, really fast.
• I have long hair.
• I have lost money in Las Vegas. ( been to Vegas though)
• I have at least one sibling.
• I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
• I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
• I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
• I like the way that I look.
• I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
• I am usually pessimistic.
• I have a lot of mood swings.
• I think prostitution should be legalized.
• I have slept with a roommate.
• I have a hidden talent.
• I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
• I have a lot of friends.
• I have pecked someone of the same sex.
• I enjoy talking on the phone.
• I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
• I love to shop and/or window shop.
• I'm obsessed with my Xanga or LiveJournal.
• I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
• I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
• I have a cell phone.
• I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
• I've rejected someone before.
• I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
• I want to have children in the future.
• I have changed a diaper before.
• I have a lot to learn.
• I am shy around the opposite sex.
• I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
• I have at least 5 away messages saved.
• I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
• I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
• I own the "South Park" movie.
• I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or LiveJournal.
• I enjoy some country music.
• I would die for my best friend(s).
• I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
• I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
• Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
• I have dated a close friend's ex.
• I am happy at this moment.
• I'm obsessed with guys. (only hott ones)
• Democrat.
• Conservative Republican.
• I am punk rockish.
• I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (guys)
• I study for tests most of the time.
• I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
• I can work on a car.
• I love my job.
• I am comfortable with who I am right now.
• I have more than just my ears pierced.
• I walk barefoot wherever I can.
• I have jumped off a bridge.
• I love sea turtles.
• I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
• I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
• I am proficient on a musical instrument.
• I hate office jobs.
• I went to college out of state.
• I am adopted.
• I am a pyromaniac.
• I have thrown up from crying too much.
• I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
• I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
• I adore bright colors.
• I usually like covers better than originals.
• I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebee's and T.G.I. Fridays.
• I can pick up things with my toes.
• I can't whistle.
• I have ridden/owned a horse.
• I still have every journal I've ever written in.
• I talk in my sleep.
• I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
• I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
• I wear a toe ring.
• I have a tattoo.
• I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
• I am a caffeine junkie.
• I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
• If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
• I've cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
• I have been to over 15 conventions.
• I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
• I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
• I'm an artist.
• I am ambidextrous.
• I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
• If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
• I have terrible teeth.
• I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
• I have more friends on the Internet than in real life.
• I have lived in either three different states or countries.
• I am extremely flexible.
• I want to own my own business.
• I smoke.
• I spend way too much time on the computer.
• Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
• Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
• I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
• I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
• I don't like it when people are displeased or seem displeased with me.
• I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
• I have played strip poker with someone else before.
• I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
• I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
• I can't stand being alone.
• I have at least one obsession at any given time.
• I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
• I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
• I'm a judgmental asshole.
• I'm a HUGE drama queen.
• I have traveled on more than one continent.
• I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
• I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
• I can speak more than one language.
• I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
• I would rather read than watch TV.
• I like reading fact more than fiction.
• I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
• I have no piercings.
• I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
• I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
• I've been married and am now divorced.
• There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
• I like most animals better than most people.
• I own a collection of retro game consoles.
• The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
• I have hit someone with a dead fish.
• I have written/read erotic stories.
• I am compulsively honest.
• I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
• I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.
• I have gone from wishing I was a boy to reveling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
• I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
• I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
• I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
• I dislike milk.
• I obsessively wash my hands.
• I always carry that something significant around with me.
• Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
• I love talking about myself to the point where I need to be stopped.
• I often sing whenever I can, and I'm good at it too.
• I have experienced some type of traumatic abuse in my lifetime.
• I've experienced visions and dreams which I know/believe are from my past life.
• I have deja vu so vivid that I feel faint.
• I love Harry Potter.
• My parents are not together.
• I don't believe in love.
• I hate people who walk incredibly slow.
• I have extreme contempt for the vast majority of people.
• Sometimes I don't shower before work.
• To me, procrastination is like a disease!
• I want to sleep now.
• I enjoy watching two guys kissing each other.
• I am a typical Gemini born.
• The more I searched the less I found.
• As a child, I was a huge crybaby.
• I'm feeling alone very fast.
• I'm living in a fairytale and I'm the noble princess who saves the day!
• I always have to spell my (real) name.
• I want to die in my sleep.
• I have a strange laugh.
• If they let me, I can sleep 12 hours in a row.
• I wish I could transform myself into a boy every now and then.
• I dance in the rain and don't feel like a fool.
• I have a favorite stuffed animal that I will not ever get rid of.
• I can get jealous easily!
• My computer and hard drive are pretty much my most prized possessions.
• I'm on at least two types of medication.
• Provided with snacks, I could eat the whole day and not stop.
• I believe in the End of the World and that it's nearing.
• I hate my life at the moment

I'm a hypocritic person
I love dogs

I tag

1) Michelle Sara

2) Florence

3) Parvathee

4) Andy Chong

5) Elynn

* since maddy and jemmie did it already

School Times

2008-10-01T21:26:00.000-07:00

Friendships are something that many of us cheerish till the end of time... we all search the world for our true friends... some find them early in life... some later on...

but

DOES EVERYONE FIND THEM?

*did u find ur true friend?

school friends are those that i will never forget ma entire life... their friendship are the ones i will cheerish ma entire life... the secrets we share and keep till today...the stupid things we use to do....just acting like fools and being the class clown...

some friendships may have been lost at this time. trust is the most important thing in life... once broken it will never return...

things go wrong but its how we stand up that makes us different from the rest of the world...

we may lose contact with most of our schoolmates... rarely talk, rarely meet... but deep down u know that u will always remember them...

no matter where u r

and no matter what has happen

they are always in ur memory

you 4get all the hate, all the drama, and all the vengence

u only remember

the good times u shared, all the laughter and making fools outta each other

and when u meet these people...

u miss them even more... n u share everythin u have missed in each other lives

these are the true friends

u try to fit everythin in that few hours that u all meet or talk

try to say everythin that has happen in ur lives

these friends are the ones that know when somethin wrong has happen...

well i have a particulary weird loveable hot friend who calls me on the right moment.... ALL THE TIME!! everytime something wrong happens... she will call me!! LOL love her!!!

lmao these are the friends i will keep ma whole life....

i miss ALL of them...

Tagged by Michy n My Maddy( Mat Lela)

2008-10-01T04:50:00.000-07:00

well i said my maddy ( mat lela) cz i know another maddy in coll...lol

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. KamZ
2. Anak Mat Lela Gila ( school)
3. Kamsta

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. KamZ
2. Khanoomi
3. Kaminee

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eye lashes?
2. My legs
3. My wrist

THREE PHYSICAL THING U DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My hair
2. My eyes
3. Everythin

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. creepy crawling stuff
2. not getting what i want
3. losing people i love

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. ipod
2. handphone
3. money

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
1. skinny Jeans
2. A T-shirt that says, “little miss trouble”.
3. a LA cap

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. CHRIS BROWN!!!!!!
2. USHER!!!!
3. Ne-yo / Rihanna

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW):
1. In the Ayer
2. Distrubia
3. Ms.Independent

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Honesty
2. Love/ care
3. Fun/Laughter

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Height- LONG LEGS= athletes
2. Big palm with long fingers
3. Visible veins on his arms ( athletes)with a caring personality

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. music
2. movies
3. chatting with ma friends

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Meet up with my group of friend from school ( missing u all like mad)
2. Laugh and do stuff stupid
3. sleepover at michelle place like last time

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
1. Accountant
2. Dentistry
3. Medicine( this was very long long time ago)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. America
2. Paris
3. Rome

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Achieve all my dreams
2. Meet up all my friends
3. Do something that i will never do on a normal day

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I take a long time to get ready
2. I PMS
3. I love hot guys

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE NOT STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I'm a sports freak
.2. I don't freak out when my nails break
3. I'm open-minded

FIVE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Par
2. Ranj
3. Jem
4. Flo
5. Lynn

p/s- Maddy and Mich did it already

Boredom Strikes Again

2008-10-01T04:17:00.000-07:00

Are you younger than 29?
yes

Who was the last person to kiss you?
someone.. lolz

Have you ever fallen into a mud puddle?
almost

Do you like winter?
lol yeah but i prefer summer

Have you ever given a random person your number?
no..

Who is number two on your top friends list? Why?
well mich,par, fara, hannah, flo, andy will be 1ST- cz i know them like forever(fara,mich,par,hannah) and i love them
2nd would be everyone who i am close to

Would u be a good parent?
i think so

How many pillows do you sleep with?
2

What was the last thing you had to drink?
Milo ice

Who was the last person to make you smile?
him

What are you doing tomorrow?
meeting michy a.k.a my beloved awek tersayang

Do you have a best friend/s?
a bunch of close ones from school, chilhood and collese

What do u really want for now? Why?
Get a TER above 90?

Who was the last person you hugged?
nalla

What are you doing tonight?
nothing boredom will strike again

How tall are you?
165cm i think

What do you want to be when you grow up?
a successful person

what time do you wake up?
depends if it is a coll day/ weekends?

Do you like peanut butter?
NO

If you could live in any other country, which one would you pick?
America

Whats your favorite piece of jewelry?
rings

What time is it?
7.30pm

Are you missing anyone?
him

Are you outgoing?
sort of i guess

Where do you wish you were right now?
not a home

How is life going for you right now?
getting better

What color shirt are you wearing?
white

What are you looking forward to?
leaving

Can you play guitar?
no

Do you like someone?
hahaha of course

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
warm

What is the last movie you watched in theater?
i think it was 21

Who did you last share a bed with?
sistaaaa

Do u miss somebody's hug?
his

The Lion Sleeps Tonite

2008-09-25T07:59:00.000-07:00

THIS IS THE FUNNIEST S*** EVER!!!!

WATCH IT!!!!!!!

they are so cute!

Came Across This

2008-09-24T05:39:00.000-07:00

OMG DO U GUYS REMEMBER THIS??!!! lol i love SB!! i actually found a pic saying it.. lol... remember how crazy i kept saying it back in school...

Stupidity Magnified

2008-09-24T05:32:00.000-07:00

how stupid can stick figures get?

One Word

2008-09-24T05:17:00.000-07:00

Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

Not as easy as you might think.

1. Where is your cell phone?
behind
2. Your crush?
none
3. Your hair?
brown
4. Your mother?
Dictator
5. Your father?
Everythin
6. Your favorite thing?
Nalla
7. Your dream last night?
Nitemare
9. Your dream car?
Audi
10. Say something about life?
Tester
11. Your exes?
past
12. Your fear?
Losing
13.Where do you want to be in 10 years?
Successful
14. Who did you hang out with last night?
Nalla
15. What are you not good at?
singing?
16. Muffins?
chocolate
17. When you DIE, u'd rather be CREMATED or BURIED?
cremated

18. Where you grew up?
Kedah
19. Last place you've been to?
Penang

20. What are you wearing?
clothes
21 . Where are you?
bed
22. Your pet?
dog
23. Your cp?
what?
24. Your life?
Screwed

25. Your mood?
moodless
26. Missing?
2007
27. What/Who are you thinking about right now?
somebody
28. Your work?
study
29. Your summer?
awesome
30.Your favorite color?
many
31. When was the last time you laughed loud?
aweek
32. Last time you cried?
hours